Moment of Tranquility

Mind ramblings part III...


Moment of Tranquility

to ask a question
meant as nothing more
than the words spoken
to find an answer unknown
meant to be hurtful
never
of what I feel
always
though perhaps unsure
of wording needed, or wanted
from myself

To stand still
meaning content
satisfied
with where I'm at
that's not me
Like all the other ones
when have I ever
... not like the other ones
... how to compare...

- looks to the moon for answers -

I had you
... had you
... past tense
I'm fully aware
painfully aware
where are you?

Safe and warm
no
I was once
I blame you

Good bye
not good bye
but so long
... so long to wait
but another day.

*looks to the moon for answers*

- 08 January 2007